yeah..you don't know

my life..

YOU DON'T KNOW

Nobody knows me
Yet everyone knows my name
Some people judge me
Not knowing that I'm the same

Thanks for the offer
But I keep my old friends always
But then I get lonely
Counting the endless days

Are you here for me at all?
Do you care for me at all?
Well, this time now I know
I ain't standing alone no more

Cos all I want is love
Someone who can share the pain I feel
And the eyes that stare
Won't stare at me no more
Cos all I need is time
Time for me to open up and show
The person I am
The person you think you know
You don't know
You don't know

Some heartfelt emotion
Creeping from deep inside
Cause being this person
Is all I've got left to hide

Were you here from me at all?
Did you care for me at all?
Last time I was told
I ain't standing alone no more

All I need is love
Someone who can share the pain I feel
And the eyes that stare
Won't stare at me no more
And all I need is time
Time for me to open up and show
The person I am
The person you don't know
You don't know
You don't know

You don't know...

my life..

"I met this person and she became my friend..It was just yesterday and I wish would never end..For me, she is so dear..And I don't want her shed a tear..She opened her heart and let me in..She let me out from the darkness I've been..With her, I never felt alone..With her, I always feel at home..I don't want her go..Even the winds may blow.........."
missing a friend..ahhmm..they say you can't just hold a person for the rest of your life but its really hard thinking you won't when you started living with it..
"I never really wanted to lose a father..and my only way was to forgive..I just really wish to have the family I had before, a happy family.."-my life..ziskah..

what a day..

hah..well,i missed 3 participations for a.p. so I have to make up for it..well, I would just try my best..I'm even lucky I was given another chance..My work is with reporting and I really am enjoying it..it doesn't only help in my participation for a.p. but also for my confidence standing in front..This day was a lucky day and I hope it would be the same for tomorrow..

eh..

Busy days..ahmmmmmmm..hai..ballroom, Hawaiian dance and Egyptian fashion show..well, I just pray all these presentations would be successful..Well, at least, we're doing our best..xempre, d kami magpapatalo noh..

ahmmm..

I'm thankful to a teacher, so far, she is the best..I observed she is the only teacher who understands us and the gaps between us and other sections..In the other hand, I'm missing a teacher..She used to be our adviser last year and I miss the way she teaches and the way she advices us..Too bad when we didn't have so much gatherings, even the Christmas Party because of her operation..Well well, anyways..ala lng, Thanks..

problems..

Problems..Shake it off..Ma'am, I had a very big question after hearing this, shaking it off..I've been waiting for the time to heal whatever pain I'm feeling, 'coz how can I ever forget when everyday, I still see the one who's hurting me??

life..

This is life. People are born with responsibilities and purposes and problems are parts of lives. It's always hard for me to enjoy life. Though, I still smile but smiling and laughing doesn't always mean happiness for me. With problems, I am not enjoying my kind of life. They say, problems are always with solutions. Actually, I sometimes think that my life is not worth it. I'm starting with my journey. Maybe life would still give me some. I always say I would never give up but sometimes feeling sadness and loneliness makes me do so. A doctor said to me, I need love and care. But thinking of it, if they can't give it, who needs it anyway. I've been longing for happiness and company.I can't feel friendship now and also family love and caring, I've been expecting too much. I don't even know what to do. Words not said and shared are still hurting me.