ahhm..

long time no post..haay..merry christmas!!!!well, vacation manen..enjoy sana tayong lahat..
we just had our speech and well, maybe all of us got nervous..the contents of our speech is good..
my life..

yeah..you don't know

my life..

YOU DON'T KNOW

Nobody knows me
Yet everyone knows my name
Some people judge me
Not knowing that I'm the same

Thanks for the offer
But I keep my old friends always
But then I get lonely
Counting the endless days

Are you here for me at all?
Do you care for me at all?
Well, this time now I know
I ain't standing alone no more

Cos all I want is love
Someone who can share the pain I feel
And the eyes that stare
Won't stare at me no more
Cos all I need is time
Time for me to open up and show
The person I am
The person you think you know
You don't know
You don't know

Some heartfelt emotion
Creeping from deep inside
Cause being this person
Is all I've got left to hide

Were you here from me at all?
Did you care for me at all?
Last time I was told
I ain't standing alone no more

All I need is love
Someone who can share the pain I feel
And the eyes that stare
Won't stare at me no more
And all I need is time
Time for me to open up and show
The person I am
The person you don't know
You don't know
You don't know

You don't know...

my life..

"I met this person and she became my friend..It was just yesterday and I wish would never end..For me, she is so dear..And I don't want her shed a tear..She opened her heart and let me in..She let me out from the darkness I've been..With her, I never felt alone..With her, I always feel at home..I don't want her go..Even the winds may blow.........."
missing a friend..ahhmm..they say you can't just hold a person for the rest of your life but its really hard thinking you won't when you started living with it..
"I never really wanted to lose a father..and my only way was to forgive..I just really wish to have the family I had before, a happy family.."-my life..ziskah..

what a day..

hah..well,i missed 3 participations for a.p. so I have to make up for it..well, I would just try my best..I'm even lucky I was given another chance..My work is with reporting and I really am enjoying it..it doesn't only help in my participation for a.p. but also for my confidence standing in front..This day was a lucky day and I hope it would be the same for tomorrow..

eh..

Busy days..ahmmmmmmm..hai..ballroom, Hawaiian dance and Egyptian fashion show..well, I just pray all these presentations would be successful..Well, at least, we're doing our best..xempre, d kami magpapatalo noh..

ahmmm..

I'm thankful to a teacher, so far, she is the best..I observed she is the only teacher who understands us and the gaps between us and other sections..In the other hand, I'm missing a teacher..She used to be our adviser last year and I miss the way she teaches and the way she advices us..Too bad when we didn't have so much gatherings, even the Christmas Party because of her operation..Well well, anyways..ala lng, Thanks..

problems..

Problems..Shake it off..Ma'am, I had a very big question after hearing this, shaking it off..I've been waiting for the time to heal whatever pain I'm feeling, 'coz how can I ever forget when everyday, I still see the one who's hurting me??

life..

This is life. People are born with responsibilities and purposes and problems are parts of lives. It's always hard for me to enjoy life. Though, I still smile but smiling and laughing doesn't always mean happiness for me. With problems, I am not enjoying my kind of life. They say, problems are always with solutions. Actually, I sometimes think that my life is not worth it. I'm starting with my journey. Maybe life would still give me some. I always say I would never give up but sometimes feeling sadness and loneliness makes me do so. A doctor said to me, I need love and care. But thinking of it, if they can't give it, who needs it anyway. I've been longing for happiness and company.I can't feel friendship now and also family love and caring, I've been expecting too much. I don't even know what to do. Words not said and shared are still hurting me.

reflection..

Last week, we have learned about the TQLR (tuning in, questioning, listening and responding). We all have to tune in or to be attentive to the one who is talking in order for us to be able to question and respond about the topic he/she is talking about. We focus on the topic of the speaker so while waiting, we prepare questions related to the topic. We also have to listen to the speaker in order to find out the answers to our questions and lastly is to respond. In responding, you may comment to the speaker or you may add some ideas related to the topic of the speaker. We always have to use TQLR during discussions and also in seminars.
This week, we learned about a story entitled the "Everyday Use". In the African people, quilts are very important that it symbolizes the history of the African people and what the white people did to them. In the family of Mrs. Johnson, Dee and Maggie are her daughters. Maggie is a shy-type girl while Dee has a high-pride. Dee wants to have the quilt that her ancestors and her mother made to hang it in her apartment but this quilt was promised to be given to Maggie. So, why use it as a decoration if it is to be worn? We should always treasure and know the importance of every thing.

first day school..

On the first day of school. I was so excited to meet my classmates and friends. Going there, I was so happy and had fun meeting also our teachers.
As the days went by and the time came for us to wear our proper uniforms, I was disappointed seeing some students not in proper uniforms while other try to wear them properly. Some used white shirts that is not a blouse obviously or some wear their ids improperly like inverting them and hiding their picz. Others (naman) always try to wear their proper uniforms and it is good but it is still just fourth or half of the total population of MPGCHS.
In class, I enjoyed having our lessons. It was fun. But now, I'm easily bored but I think it's natural as time goes by. gakgakgakgak. (areng--sabay ganun..)

my goals in life..

From childhood, I dreamt of becoming a nurse someday. I was pushed to this ambition when I saw my mother sick one day when I was young and I didn't know what to do. So I chose being a nurse someday because I want that if ever my family would be sick or will have some illnesses someday, I would be the one to take care of them. In being a nurse, I would know what to do in taking care of them. Now, I am doing my best for me to be successful with this goals in life. In fulfilling these dreams, I always say 'go on..this is life..it will always prepare challenges for you..'. People say you should always be a positive thinker in order for you to go on with life; no doubts and others.