Friday, October 17, 2008

eh..

Busy days..ahmmmmmmm..hai..ballroom, Hawaiian dance and Egyptian fashion show..well, I just pray all these presentations would be successful..Well, at least, we're doing our best..xempre, d kami magpapatalo noh..

Sunday, October 12, 2008

ahmmm..

I'm thankful to a teacher, so far, she is the best..I observed she is the only teacher who understands us and the gaps between us and other sections..In the other hand, I'm missing a teacher..She used to be our adviser last year and I miss the way she teaches and the way she advices us..Too bad when we didn't have so much gatherings, even the Christmas Party because of her operation..Well well, anyways..ala lng, Thanks..

problems..

Problems..Shake it off..Ma'am, I had a very big question after hearing this, shaking it off..I've been waiting for the time to heal whatever pain I'm feeling, 'coz how can I ever forget when everyday, I still see the one who's hurting me??

Friday, October 10, 2008

life..

This is life. People are born with responsibilities and purposes and problems are parts of lives. It's always hard for me to enjoy life. Though, I still smile but smiling and laughing doesn't always mean happiness for me. With problems, I am not enjoying my kind of life. They say, problems are always with solutions. Actually, I sometimes think that my life is not worth it. I'm starting with my journey. Maybe life would still give me some. I always say I would never give up but sometimes feeling sadness and loneliness makes me do so. A doctor said to me, I need love and care. But thinking of it, if they can't give it, who needs it anyway. I've been longing for happiness and company.I can't feel friendship now and also family love and caring, I've been expecting too much. I don't even know what to do. Words not said and shared are still hurting me.